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the future's architectured by a carnival of idiots
on show.
time is passing by faster than i can count the days that are turning to weeks to months to years that i'll look back on and wish that i had just lived without schedule.
realistically,
such ideals won't get me where i need to go.
these days it's like everything in my life is looking forward to something.
but what happens when i get there?
isn't there going to always be something more to do?
more work?
higher standards?
a series of accomplishments but it doesn't feel like i've accomplished anything just yet.
this might be all the exam stress talking, but i wonder what my life would be like without the push for perfect, orga
hello twenty-ten.
so yes its new years eve and i am not out and about.
i'm cool like that (;
not to worry, i wont miss the gorgeous fireworks
i'll be watching them on my balcony. (:
anyways, happy new years to all you lovely people!
& i hope that not just 2010,
but everyday will be wonderful for you.
so here's to everything coming down to nothing.
this thing is breaking down,
we almost never speak.
i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand
that pretty much sums it up.
i mean i love him
but i dont
because
he
doesnt
love
me
back.
im trembling, wow its almost laughable.
maybe i'm over re-acting.
or i just obviously didn't want to be alone tonight.
i'm weird 'cause i hate goodbyes.
i am really fond of that song (:
not just because its mainstream either.
so helloo..
i should be doing my homework now.
honestly, i don't feel like it.
but i will,
because i'm that kind of person.
i need to say this thing thats been on my mind
something within me won't let me.
i'm sorry.
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