jeli-lo

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razzle dazzle. by jeli-lo, literature

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once upon a time by jeli-lo, literature

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once upon a time

A. i loved you because you could always make me smile and every time i missed you, you would whisper sweet nothings through the phone and remind me not to worry, that we'll be together soon. B. you were my favourite because you understood me. you could easily be my shoulder to cry on or even the one i could sing my heart to. you were (always) there for me. C. we were the epitome of 'meant to be'. because i know when everything is changing you and me will be constant. and your eyes twinkle with promise. as long as i've got you... i'd have something to hold on to.

you smell like rain. by jeli-lo, literature

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you smell like rain.

i. i remember listening to the soft strum of guitar before falling asleep in your arms. whispering hello to the morning sun and dancing to the pitter-patter of our hearts. ii. memories of flying in butterscotch skies, surfing waves of light; as long as i'm with you nothing can hurt me. we'll explore forever, you and me alone, together. iii. reminiscing bittersweet yesterday is only a pathetic substitution for reality. while everything (including you) is moving on without me, i'm searching for an answer, and still wondering, why? iv. you know i'll wait. for you, for sanity. because i can't stop stumbling,

nine kinds of wonderful. by jeli-lo, literature

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nine kinds of wonderful.

one. darling you're special, don't you dare forget it. hold on to your dreams and let the sky whisk away your worries, let yourself fall into serenity- just dont forget your parachute. two. a thousand fireworks couldnt dazzle me the way you do. because even though playing with fire is a risky game, taking chances is worth it. three. hopeless and desperate for affection; hidden fears, and hiding insecurities only feed the monster within you. four. despite the dark sullen, circles and faraway gaze; your eyes shimmer with twinkles of seafoam green and forget-me-not blue. five. sometimes

and maybe there was something. by jeli-lo, literature

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and maybe there was something.

- you never locked your door but i still knocked anyways and i was begging you let me in...let me in... willingly (i know you heard me but you never opened up, not once) - i was sitting on the steps and thats when you came out instead how uncalled for. but you sat beside me put your head in my lap and let it all out then you went back in and locked the door for good i've never seen you come out since. (i say you werent worth it but yes, yes you were) - you're special like that you left a scar and no matter what i do that faint mark will remain ugly but, memorable. (don't fret, i can't forget you even if i tried)

lights, camera, action. by jeli-lo, literature

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lights, camera, action.

All the world's a stage So let's prance about it Soak up the spotlight And we'll shine. Just like the stars. . Escape this world, join mine. The rain will dance for us and the daffodils will hum their sweet melody. . i promise you my dear. just trade in this reality it's as easy as one two three where will we go? where will we go? our destination. imagination.

daddy's little girl. by jeli-lo, literature

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daddy's little girl.

Gathering your things you kiss me swiftly on the cheek assuring me for the thousandth time "Sweetie, be strong" I hug you for an eternity tightening my grip although you hint for me to let go And I do want to let go, let go and learn to cope Finally I wave to you my last format of good bye You pick up the luggage and head off to the "DEPARTURE" sign the airport suddenly so empty like my heart.

bruises will blossom. by jeli-lo, literature

Falling by jeli-lo, literature

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Falling

im losing her she's falling too quickly ....too quickly i try to pull her to me but it hurts too much, and i dont like when it hurts ouch. i feel her slipping ...again i dont think i can go on no, i KNOW i cant go on sorry but i guess im not strong enough and sorry but i have to... let go no wait! i think i feel regret yepp for sure its regret i wish i could go back to before but i know and you know that its too late we cant go back but maybe.... could we move forward?

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razzle dazzle. by jeli-lo, literature

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once upon a time by jeli-lo, literature

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once upon a time

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you smell like rain.

nine kinds of wonderful. by jeli-lo, literature

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nine kinds of wonderful.

and maybe there was something. by jeli-lo, literature

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and maybe there was something.

lights, camera, action. by jeli-lo, literature

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lights, camera, action.

daddy's little girl. by jeli-lo, literature

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daddy's little girl.

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Nov 1
Canada
Deviant for 16 years
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i am gelila
and i am unable to define myself in confined boxes.

Current Residence: somerwhere over the rainbow
Personal Quote: may the force be with you.

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old fashion pencil.

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jeli-lo

Jan 16, 2011

the future's architectured by a carnival of idiots

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on show. time is passing by faster than i can count the days that are turning to weeks to months to years that i'll look back on and wish that i had just lived without schedule. realistically, such ideals won't get me where i need to go. these days it's like everything in my life is looking forward to something. but what happens when i get there? isn't there going to always be something more to do? more work? higher standards? a series of accomplishments but it doesn't feel like i've accomplished anything just yet. this might be all the exam stress talking, but i wonder what my life would be like without the push for perfect, orga

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jeli-lo

Feb 14, 2010

look at the stars, look how they shine for you.

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because it's valentine's day & you like coldplay (: this is my wifeey: ~bilbilbs (https://www.deviantart.com/bilbilbs) ...we only tolerate each other :heart:

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Jan 1, 2010

hello twenty-ten.

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so yes its new years eve and i am not out and about. i'm cool like that (; not to worry, i wont miss the gorgeous fireworks i'll be watching them on my balcony. (: anyways, happy new years to all you lovely people! & i hope that not just 2010, but everyday will be wonderful for you.